Saturday, October 25, 2008

Some thoughts of today . . .

Anakha summed up most of the day's details pretty well in her post, so I won't repeat those, but I will add in more of my experience.

Some of what struck me today . . .
regardless of planning and preparation, things will seldom go as planned . . . appreciating and loving the moment, and letting go of outcome . . . how getting to spend time with, connect, celebrate, and create with others was more meaningful and important than the "content" of what we were actually doing . . . letting go of my own internal resistance and choosing to be free, from the inside-out . . . Anakha's experience of being "tased" and overcome by the intensity of what was coming through her - very powerful and mystical, and from my perspective, very much like a rebirthing of herself . . . the power of what we are all creating together as a group - all of us - noticing how we, and others close to me, are experiencing major shifts of consciousness and expansiveness in our lives. It's like we are being called to step up and lead in a new way during these global changes . . . loving having a mission, especially one with lots of details . . . being willing to try new things - working with Brad, trying out contact lenses again after 20 years, doing the body casting, writing music, water aerobics at 7am - and just having fun with it, without needing to make a big fuss . . . loving myself, and feeling happier than I've ever felt, and . . . loving and feeling gratitude for my friends, especially those I connected with today: Anakha, for your persistence, courage, and devotion; Gene, for your unconditional acceptance; Megan, for your vulnerability; Shawn, for your integrity in following through; Nico, for your creativity and openness. I will sleep tonight feeling love and loved.

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