
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgMQOAWeVs0
I want to say before continuing with this blog
that I am grateful to have had the honor of observing
this group's transformation in its expansion to
the world.
I enjoyed reading, when I can, your posts and the depth
of expressions you shared in your collective journey.
Even though I could not take part in the Crucible journey
you spent a lot of your time in,
I feel myself connected to you and your journey.
Thank you.
An observer also is not separate from the collective experience
and even does play a part in things...
the question I ask myself often while reading your posts
is "what vantage point am I taking in this role as an observer?"
Yet, I know, in this human experience it is very easy
to feel separate from each other,
at odds,
and our collective actions have certainly shown this.
I realize that in my angelic language...
my spiritual wanderings,
I've left out my humanness at many times
to escape the pain of being human!
An example of this is my last blog "The Trumpet Sounds"
Though I shared a lot of interesting... call it angelic or "crazy" speech,
it wasn't grounded in the human sense,
though it was something that came from within me--
really a tuning to a frequency I want to share here.
David recently told me on phone something
to this extent, "there is nothing separate from the
human experience and the spiritual experience;
there is nothing separate from your angelic sense of
self and human sense of self."
To be a human being... is
to be in touch with my pains and my joys,
not to be avoided.
For the first time in my life, I am learning how to
express my feelings and my needs...
instead of just "escape" to my spiritual self,
I am learning even deeper now how to embrace
my humanness---
equal and not opposite of anything
and anyone.
A realization lately...
Not being able to understand how to express my feelings and needs
is mostly in part, I think, from being afraid to share my feelings
in my past---- all related in some way to my relationship with my mother,
out of fear of being judged and me trying to appease to her anger--
I would just retreat to the spiritual and leave my humanness behind...
Thankfully, my relationships now are offering me many opportunities
of getting in touch with my feelings, releasing anger by choosing
to be open and joyful...not afraid of actually feeling...,
and healing self.
The question to me in the course of observing
the Crucible from at arms length, as an observer,
was "what is my vantage point and relationship to the whole
and the parts?"
Indeed, it is a personal journey!
My feeling is that its a collective awakening to Frequencies...
to what we are broadcasting and receiving in relationship with the
greater whole of our planet consciousness....
and I'll get to that in a moment.
Today as I write this is a Friday...
On Friday's I have the pleasure of being all alone at this
beautiful house and land I am grateful to live at
on top of Bull Mountain in Tigard.
This cedar wood house faces westward overlooking the wine valley
and the west hills and a spectacular sunset. The land is an acre
of grass and various fruit trees (apples, grape vines, etc.)
It feels like country, because it is, as it is the last remaining
wildlife sanctuary on this big hill in Tigard surrounded by suburbia.
During the day the birds, chipmunks, and an assortment of wildlife is on display.
At night the place is very active with the sounds of crickets, the hoots and hunting screams of owls, and the occasional howls of coyotes.
I am very grateful to live on this hill, though it be a rental and a temporary
home until our friends who own it find a buyer... (if that can happen for its price in this economy).
In the meantime, I am hoping to offer it as a space for small parties,
bonfire, etc., and celebrate the joys of life.
My house mates (girlfriend and her daughter) are gone all day on Fridays,
so there is space I hold by myself here that allows me
to go on a shamanic journey all day by myself.
And today was quite a journey!
The beauty here activates me and inspires inner beauty
to extend outwards. Really, that is what nature offers us:
the opportunity to let down our armor we wear while going outside
of our comfort zone (home). Truly, "home is where the Heart is".
And in the Heart of this blog I wish to share with you---
mostly people who are strangers to me still even
though I dance when I can with you... I feel I know some of
you by my observing the Crucible journey.
I wish to share with you this incredible journey I took today...
I spent some time on all fours on the grass ; )
and just allowed myself to sink into nature all around me.
As I spoke these words: "Wow.... simply BE here NOW"
a bee landed on a wildflower when I said the word "BE"!
I then spent several hours immersed on this video I wish to share.
This is a truly amazing mode of healing that scientifically, if you will,
heals and attunes your "damaged" DNA to the frequency of LOVE.
: ) !!!
I suggest turning speakers on and daze into
this video... Incredible healing!
I then suggest watching it again...
this time chant the words, or whatever comes to you
for your own personal experience...
at this frequency of 528 Hz.
Open new window . Cut and paste this code on http://
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgMQOAWeVs0
"Love signal is a healing audio and visual meditation with music, sacred geometry and Solfeggio frequency 528 Hz, the miraculous frequency for transformation and DNA repair. There is a special sound and color of love according to Dr. Horowitz, a Harvard-trained award-winning investigator. Broadcasting the right frequency can help open your heart, prompt peace, and hasten healing. "We now know the love signal, 528 Hertz, is among the six core creative frequencies of the universe because math doesn't lie, the geometry of physical reality universally reflects this music; these findings have been independently derived, peer reviewed, and empirically validated," Dr. Horowitz says. Music & video by Jandy the Decibel Jezebel."
http://www.youtube.com/user/JezebelDecibel
Thank you for letting me share and receiving here!
Love and Peace,
Zaza

1 comments:
Thank you Zaza for introducing this to us! I listened to it as a part of my morning ritual today. It has a integrative, calming, focusing effect on me...bring mental and emotional clarity. I will continue to use it. Much love, Anakha
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